Kamu berubah.
Kata-kata tersebut yang terulang sejak kemarin di benakku.

Tentu saja, semua akan berubah secara perlahan. Itu jelas. Takkan ada yang tetap sama hari demi hari. Time flies, people grow up.

Atau mungkin aku yang berubah?
Penuh kepura-puraan. Lebih banyak tangis dibanding tawa.

I have hundreds of reasons to stay,
But i have thousands of reasons to go.
For the past one and half a year, it has been filled with laughs and smiles, even though there were so many lies.
I've never been able to be completely honest with you; i'd always sugarcoat every words i said.
I said "it's fine" when in fact, it's not.
I said "I won't think about it" when in reality, it filled my brain 24/7.
I suffered so much from my lies.. but i know the only thing that i had to do was to make you happy, i love you and everytime your smile appeared in your face, i felt so damn happy.

Now i've lost myself. The real me.
Can you help me find her back?