lost in love // breath

08.11

Are we really breaking up now, or are we just separated for a moment, like how we promised to be?

This separation is already enough for me; why haven’t I heard from you?

I love you, I can wait for you endlessly. I'll smile when you come back to me.

Am I still unable to accept it? that you turned around and announced our separation? I just want to accept the truth as it is.

What are you doing now?

Now that sadness slowly accumulates- although I know that you really left.

I can only hope to be nicer to you when you are back.

Why am I behaving so stupidly?

The time that you gave me.. is just time for us to even things out between us.. right?

I won't be sad, i won't cry.

For the belief that you’ll come to find me.

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I was holding on to my trembling heart.

Are you struggling a lot? Where are you?

Before I could even ask, tears fell down, just by hearing the sound of your breath.

When tears fall, even my smallest cherished memories don’t know what to do.

Because it hurt so much, we promised to let each other go,

But whenever I’m not sure I can do it, please let me hear at least your breath.

Breathing, opening my eyes every day, barely getting through each day,

I couldn’t tell you that those things were harder than dying... but,

In case you would get worried so like a fool, I just let out a sigh.

There was so much I wanted to say, but I couldn’t say anything.
We said that we were okay, comforting each other in pain,
When I look back, we were only happy, we haven’t let each other go.

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